lesson learned...the hard way

i was supposed to take the gre today.

it was already paid for and everything.

i was all set to take it from 2-6 this afternoon.

in lindon. but it didnt happen.

i missed it.

it was a pretty horrible experience.

and it made me very sad.

but i wont go into any details...

we'll just say that i learned my lesson.

the hard way.

the whole ordeal was very humbling.

it was like heavenly father was reminding me

that He is in charge.

and that He sets the rules and

we just have to obey.

i eventually came to terms with this.

i thought of what i did wrong.

i figured out how i can improve.

i determined to make those changes.

and i repented.

then i felt better.

it didnt change the fact that i lost $160.

it didnt change the fact the i have yet to take the gre.

it didnt change the fact that i have no idea when i will take it.

but i still felt better.

im not worried about it.

i trust that everything happens for a reason.

i trust that god is in control.

i trust that he will provide a way.

and i trust that everything will be okay.