Saturday, January 9, 2010

peace


this morning i got frustrated. the reasons are unimportant but it all happened right before i went to the temple. :S i had to change my attitude and repent of my frustrations before i could feel worthy of being there. sometimes it's hard, sometimes it's easy.

today i thought it was gonna be hard; i was grouchy, and tired, and moody. and then i was bothered that i felt that way. but when i sat down in the chapel i felt at peace. i knew heavenly father understood me. i knew i could talk to him. i knew he didnt approve of my "behavior" and feelings but he wanted me to learn from them.

and so i took the time to reflect, and pray, and soak up the peace. i was (slightly) chastized by pres.monson when i re-read his talk, School Thy Feelings, O My Brother. but i resolved to be more patient, more christlike, more forgiving. and then i felt better. :)

10 comments:

Amy said...

1) I love this picture! It's beautiful! Did you take it? (I'm assuming you did.)

2) I love that talk too!

Meags said...

haha! this sounds vaguely familiar.... good girl!

Lynnell said...

amy, i wish i could take credit for it. but not this time...i just googled it and searched the images. this one was my favorite. :)

meagan: hey. dont tease.

Amy said...

you googled it?! lol

Lynnell said...

yup...you can find some really nice pictures on google! :)

Clemrae said...

The temple his a wonderful place. And what is special is how we prepare to go because of our expectations while there.

Cami Rivas said...

1) nice picture of the provo temple :)
2) you're a better person for not reacting the way EYE did :)
3) i think it would be fun to go do some baptisms as a family... we have two priesthood holders here and we'd just need to do names :)

Lynnell said...

3)how can we get names?

e3 said...

that talk can be super rough, amazing temple pic! and i know how you feel about trying to make it to the temple in one piece looking ot have peace

Lynnell said...

the important thing is that we go. even if its a "just barely" its better than an "almost." ;)